I wish I could have a baby shower every day! Haha. Just kidding. But we did have another baby shower with my family today. It was great. It's nice to have things like this because it's the only time everyone can get together. And usually on our trips home we don't see even a fraction of all the people we'd like to see and catch up with. So last night was great. A lot of my friends showed up which was awesome and lots of cousins and family we rarely get to see. And there was so much niceness. Again, I'm just overwhelmed with how kind and generous people are. I still feel like we were just playing. I got to open a bunch of cute little baby things and that's fun. But it kind of hit me weird last night that all that stuff was for a baby that would be coming out of me soon. And then I'd be the mom. And I'd be responsible for him. And it sort of made me feel stressed and anxious for a second. Even with everything we got I was worried we still need things to help him stay alive or something. I think I'm calmed down a little now though - and just back to the usual excitement. But it is still weird that it's my turn. This is me...making a baby and entering the unknown realm of parenthood. Yikes.